forbidden confessions

from Aconitum - EP by the fencesitters

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about

a song about not only questioning my sexuality but what would happen if i told people close to me about it

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how do i tell them i’m all for both sides
when i don’t even know the truth
i’m sitting down here just so confused
their faces facing me
filling me with grim
the lightbulb over my head getting dim

maybe i’m overthinking
cause i don’t know what i should be thinking

would i be thought of less than
anyone else
i cannot come out
oh no

it just takes a little thought
to figure out this lie i fought through
what does it mean anyway?

it got a little too loud last night
after i confessed my analysis
i should stop putting my mouth where my mind is
the room i share gets duller with every day
side-eyed with their disgust
i can see it in their faces

maybe i’m overthinking
cause i don’t know what i should be thinking

would i be thought of less than
anyone else
i cannot come out
oh no

it just takes a little thought
to figure out this lie i fought through
what does it mean anyway?

i’m never gonna come out
i can’t come out

please,
let me win this race

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from Aconitum - EP, released February 28, 2021

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